Meet The Brownie ...

The eight years old girl who was forced to be kissed on the mouth by someone who told her that he knew her grandfather well and that allowed him to do what he did, yes he was the age of her grandfather and she was just eight or less. she felt so disgusted and did not understand why and why he did so but she felt it was awful enough not speak a word about it. The guy in front of the elementary school that showed his penis for school girls. Again his act was not explainable, no girl got it but it was awful scene to be seen & still no one said a word. In the public transportation, where sick men act like cats in the heat ready to jump on the first female he finds. When she walks in the street and men in their cars slow down, clearly define her as a bitch. first she thought that it might be her fault but taking another look into what she wears and how she acts, she realized that he is only a bastard. When some stupid small-head man gives a girl a nasty comment, and then you find peopl...

When i would learn not to wish for something when i know it could not be happened?! It is not about being optimistic anymore, it is completely stupid. Ridiculously stupid

I hate all Egypt X Algeria matches begad Last match i fought with a friend, a cousin and a complete stranger over that stupid match. Keep in mind, that i am not a football fan at all, i even forget how long the match should be. but it happened that i had been the opposite side for each of them Today ba2a for my worst luck, i decided to go to see my friend who is traveling after tomorrow and I GOT HOME AT 2 AM I took the metro, 2 taxis and walk for about 30 mins to get home That is really sucks

As you can see from my previous posts that i have been angry and sad for a quite long time now, i am angry at people around me, friends, family and my manger . And most of all, i am angry at myself. the thing is that i am not used to failure and i never expect that i fail, i have always achieved what i want to and if i have not reached my goal, the results were always satisfactory and near to the main goal. so now i fail, i did really, i have not achieved my goal, i have not got near achieving it, and eventually i lost my way. so i got disappointed, and angry because i failed and not knowing the reasons. as result, when this anger should be directed at someone. i blame people in my life for not supporting me enough or for telling me to be patient or to try harder, i could not handle advices so i stop talking to them. i came up with false reasons, government, injustice, inequality, bad luck, you name it. recently i told myself that i should not be angry at anyone, because it is not anyb...

we ba3din??!!

When you talk to someone and you believe that he is listening when suddenly he shocks you by his opinion, which is not anything related to what you were talking about. When people believe that your success depending on one single issue and as long as you do not achieve it, you are only a loser. When you feel satisfied about your life, but people are not . When you change what people did not like and then they blame you for that change. When the one who raised you, does not like the way you become. When someone thinks that every bad thing happens to you has only one reason. When people blame you for your choice although when you were choice less, they did not help. When the one you love the most, turns out that he lied about every word he said to you. When you give life up but it keeps hunting you down.

as i mentioned earlier, our company has been merged with another, so till we settle down, i kept my work on a flash memory. smart and cautious i am, i decided to copy my work on my personal pc . stupid i am bardo i did not copy the files, i cut them... ahhhhhhhhhhhhh ..so angry i am at work now with empty falsh memory trying to call my home, so anyone can send me the files but useless. kaman i discovered today is off after coming to work, i notice that the road is empty but never guessed why. have a nice day everyone. p.s: after reading Umslopagas's post , really i am grateful for everthing el hamdolliah, begad amazing post, check it out

I hate when someone turns the music on mobil so loud at public transportation, i am not forced to listen to ur taste of music which usually sucks, go get headphone and enjoy ur music urself.

Sometimes silence is the only soultion when you have a lot to say but no matter what you say, it does not make any difference. Today i feel like that so i won't say a word.

I still get excited every time i get my salary el hamdolliah. I don't accept criticism, may be because i criticize myself all time. today one of my co-worker criticized me, i was furious because it is not his business, then i realize that is what i was telling to myself lately and he is right but still it is not his business. The same co-worker told me once, when i suggest that we eat cake, you people, he means black people, love the cake, right?! i was like ha?! what is the relation btw being black and loving cake we kaman who does not love cake!!! A dedicated song bright my whole week :) I came across this pic while searching online and i love it...are not they very cute?

he is noisy, he is persistent, he is stubborn. he would not just leave alone. he bothers me all the time. he does not like what i do most of the time. he talks and talks. he would not let me sleep. he would just wake me up to talk to me. he would not shut up. he would repeat the moments i wanna forget. and forget what i wanna to remember. he is noisy, persistent and stubborn, still i can not give him up. because he is my mind and my conscious.

Once upon a time, there was a girl who did not have much but she was grateful for what she had. she was not that smart but smart enough to know that with a little effort, everything is possible. During the time of her growing up, you can hardly notice her except for her good remarks. She was not a trouble maker and she never has. Everyone admired her. Everyone expected for her a bright future including herself. She had two dreams, two main dreams. one dream, deep inside her, she knew she can get it because she thought she had all it requires to get it. the other one,she left to the fate, because there is nothing she can do about. and one night,her life turned upside down to test all she once believed in. she fought at first so hard. every times she failed, she learned something and refused to give up. she told herself that one day everything will be just fine, nothing lasts forever. But recently, she gave it all up, she can not fight anymore. she abandoned the world and the world aband...

If i would start shooting people i am angry at, i would start by shooting myself.

Sitting there in the darkness of my own thoughts, wondering am I wrong? Did I make a mistake? And if yes, where is exactly? Most people would say that if they can, they would change their past to improve their present. But what if I don’t know where the crack began. with so much bad luck in my life, i believe that i have made a mistake, may be more than one. May be it is a curse or may be a test? how shall i know?

It is wired when people decide that they had enough of you. Over a night, they discover that you are not part of this trip. Over a night, they decide that you don’t deserve to be on this ship. A new captain and a new passenger as well. They recently have became too busy to tell that you no longer on board. Even yesterday, you were their only friend, only love, and only shore. Sorry but you are no longer on board. You did not choose before to be on this ship. and now you are no longer on board. You stand watching, amazed, wondering what you should say. Shall u fight? , Shall u wish them luck? …No matter what you say. Sorry but you are no longer on board. wishing you did not love them that much, it would have hurt less. Time to wave goodbye even you don’t want. But you should learn to let it go :'( p.s: i deserve it.