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10 Years Later

I just checked my first post on this blog, I was 23 :) coincidence Oh I was so young and unhappy 10 years later, here I am 10 years I have been through a lot A lot of my dreams came true el hamdoliah Dreams I've never thought they will come true. I changed a lot while I became me. I wish I did not worry that much when I was 23. I wish I enjoyed it more. I am 33 now and I don't miss being 23, my 33 is actually much better el hamdoliah So for the 33 me, please stop worrying, enjoy your life like it is, stop being sad over stuff you don't have now, being alone is not always that bad, and no need to worry about you friend and his family of 4 are coming day after tomorrow to share your one bedroom apartment, stop worrying about the wrinkle or the stray white hair, you are the youngest that would be today so enjoy it.
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Miss my Blog

I miss my blog, I miss writing, I miss it here. My blog helped me in the hardest part of my life, so I owe it a lot. Although I use social media now to vent, it is not like my blog, am more honest here so I am coming back here. I love talking here much more than anything so lets get re-started Although it is sad because it is quitter, a lot of bloggers, like me, had stopped writing.

The Character in Chapter 4

You will be always the character in chapter 4 I will always love you without even knowing you. I will never hate you. Although I hate you. I will always love the way we talk, the way we laugh, the way that am excited to tell you something funny and I know you will get it. I will always miss you P.S Written one year later~

He Just Came Back

To tell me he is getting married That he still loves me That he tried but I did not give us a chance That he wants me to be his kids' mom That he was childish when we first met That he wants me more than anything And I said no And I cried, I cried and cried and he asked if it because I loved him and I said no I cried for my older self that lost a dream today. I wanted you back then so much, I wanted you to tell me all what you said that day, I was ready to fight for you and with you but now am not me 10 years ago. Your loss!

Wish List

I want to lose my mind for awhile. To act spontaneously. To go ahead spend all my savings on traveling and shopping for stuff I can live without. To stop being angry at you and treat you like nothing has ever happened. To treat you the same as I used to do. To talk on the phone till I 4 AM. To stop working hard. To stop having goals. To stop wishing. to stop dreaming and to stop missing you. To be happy, happy for myself and not for anyone else. I want to laugh till I pee. I want to feel loved again. I want to be able to trust you again.

As Simple As Love Could Be

Love is the most awesome feeling you could ever feel. It is amazing and it is so simple It as simple as "لقد رزقت حبها" You don't need to say you love someone when you don't You don't need to change someone to fall in love with. And definitely you don't need to cheat on someone. Love is beautiful so don't ruin it