Meet The Brownie ...

Birds immigrate from their home when it is getting colder, when the food, water and decent living becoming scarce But they return to their home in summer, when the home sun is full the sky, they brought home some good that they got from where they came from. They have missed the home, the other birds who could not afford the immigration. Some birds are paralyzed by their love to their nest, by their home. They would lost the way if the trees they grow up with lost a leaf or two. But others, the immigrated birds are daring, they know it is greener out there, they know that others have been there, and some had lost their way home, but they promise themselves they won't but God only know what happens when they immigrate. After all nothing stay the same. The home birds always wait for the beloved immigrated ones; they happy to share the less they have in their home; they enjoy the few times they have with them and not thinking about the departure when everything returns to its first st...

waiting could be a nice thing waiting could be a blessing waiting to marry the love of your life waiting to see the one you love. waiting to start your dream job waiting to see a friend or a relative waiting then is a blessing but waiting forever is definitely a curse

As you can see from my previous posts that i have been angry and sad for a quite long time now, i am angry at people around me, friends, family and my manger . And most of all, i am angry at myself. the thing is that i am not used to failure and i never expect that i fail, i have always achieved what i want to and if i have not reached my goal, the results were always satisfactory and near to the main goal. so now i fail, i did really, i have not achieved my goal, i have not got near achieving it, and eventually i lost my way. so i got disappointed, and angry because i failed and not knowing the reasons. as result, when this anger should be directed at someone. i blame people in my life for not supporting me enough or for telling me to be patient or to try harder, i could not handle advices so i stop talking to them. i came up with false reasons, government, injustice, inequality, bad luck, you name it. recently i told myself that i should not be angry at anyone, because it is not anyb...

You know me very well You know what i am going through You know what i pray for May be recently i have not prayed enough May be because i know that You know me and know what i want. May be it is an attmpt from me to forget whatever i once wished for. Trying to accept whatever comes to me. I tried hard before because i always believed that my efforts won't be wasted. but people have not been fair to me They hurt me. I complain them to You, because i know that You know me and them. You know that i tried so hard. You know my secrets and theirs. You know what is inside my heart and inside them. I know that i recently have not prayed enough but i know that You know that i need You so much. I believe in You and trust You so much but what if i fail the test. When i think about You, i feel like i am not ready to give up. Whenever You are beside me, i don't get worried. Sometimes i may say other than that, but You know me, i am so weak. so please forgive me

It is wired when people decide that they had enough of you. Over a night, they discover that you are not part of this trip. Over a night, they decide that you don’t deserve to be on this ship. A new captain and a new passenger as well. They recently have became too busy to tell that you no longer on board. Even yesterday, you were their only friend, only love, and only shore. Sorry but you are no longer on board. You did not choose before to be on this ship. and now you are no longer on board. You stand watching, amazed, wondering what you should say. Shall u fight? , Shall u wish them luck? …No matter what you say. Sorry but you are no longer on board. wishing you did not love them that much, it would have hurt less. Time to wave goodbye even you don’t want. But you should learn to let it go :'( p.s: i deserve it.