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My friend's friend died today of Cancer. He was my friend's school friend but he was one year younger. I met him only when my friend came for her annual visit. One visit, he graduated from engineering collage and started his career One visit later, Peter got cancer. Other visit, i met him after he started his chemotherapy and he was cheerful and nice as usual. he still had hope. I prayed for him. One visit, he can no longer go out, he was so sick and his friends had to visit him in his house. Today, my friend told me that he died. Peter died today after struggle with cancer. ya Rab all prayers for him to get well had been answered and he is now in better place. Allah You are the kindest on your people, rest him in peace. Ya Rab give his parents, specially his mother, the patience on this ordeal. Allah yer7mak ya Peter ya Rab. May you rest in peace ya Rab Pray for him please

ربنا يخليك ويراضيك ويرضى عنك

فوضت أمرى لخالقى ولو سألنى العباد عن حالى سأقول إنه فى يد خالقى ولن أشكو لأحدا سوء حالى فإن الشكوى لغير الله مذله

You know me very well You know what i am going through You know what i pray for May be recently i have not prayed enough May be because i know that You know me and know what i want. May be it is an attmpt from me to forget whatever i once wished for. Trying to accept whatever comes to me. I tried hard before because i always believed that my efforts won't be wasted. but people have not been fair to me They hurt me. I complain them to You, because i know that You know me and them. You know that i tried so hard. You know my secrets and theirs. You know what is inside my heart and inside them. I know that i recently have not prayed enough but i know that You know that i need You so much. I believe in You and trust You so much but what if i fail the test. When i think about You, i feel like i am not ready to give up. Whenever You are beside me, i don't get worried. Sometimes i may say other than that, but You know me, i am so weak. so please forgive me

For a prayer to be answered. For a dream to come true. For a baby to be delivered. For a brother to come home safe. till then el hamdolliah for everything i already have.

Everytime i get myself into trouble, only Him can get me out of it untouched. el hamdolliah, el hamdolliah, el hamdolliah