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10 Years Later

I just checked my first post on this blog, I was 23 :) coincidence

Oh I was so young and unhappy

10 years later, here I am

10 years I have been through a lot

A lot of my dreams came true el hamdoliah

Dreams I've never thought they will come true.

I changed a lot while I became me.

I wish I did not worry that much when I was 23.

I wish I enjoyed it more.

I am 33 now and I don't miss being 23, my 33 is actually much better el hamdoliah

So for the 33 me, please stop worrying, enjoy your life like it is, stop being sad over stuff you don't have now, being alone is not always that bad, and no need to worry about you friend and his family of 4 are coming day after tomorrow to share your one bedroom apartment, stop worrying about the wrinkle or the stray white hair, you are the youngest that would be today so enjoy it.

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