Meet The Brownie ...

I just checked my first post on this blog, I was 23 :) coincidence Oh I was so young and unhappy 10 years later, here I am 10 years I have been through a lot A lot of my dreams came true el hamdoliah Dreams I've never thought they will come true. I changed a lot while I became me. I wish I did not worry that much when I was 23. I wish I enjoyed it more. I am 33 now and I don't miss being 23, my 33 is actually much better el hamdoliah So for the 33 me, please stop worrying, enjoy your life like it is, stop being sad over stuff you don't have now, being alone is not always that bad, and no need to worry about you friend and his family of 4 are coming day after tomorrow to share your one bedroom apartment, stop worrying about the wrinkle or the stray white hair, you are the youngest that would be today so enjoy it.

I miss my blog, I miss writing, I miss it here. My blog helped me in the hardest part of my life, so I owe it a lot. Although I use social media now to vent, it is not like my blog, am more honest here so I am coming back here. I love talking here much more than anything so lets get re-started Although it is sad because it is quitter, a lot of bloggers, like me, had stopped writing.

You will be always the character in chapter 4 I will always love you without even knowing you. I will never hate you. Although I hate you. I will always love the way we talk, the way we laugh, the way that am excited to tell you something funny and I know you will get it. I will always miss you P.S Written one year later~