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You have been amazing year el hamdoliah as expected And you passed really so fast Am so grateful for everything happened to me in this year Career wise, am on the right track el hamdoliah Karim got married, it was amazing time, with all the wedding preparation and me finding the right dress one day before the wedding. Family who came from everywhere to attend the wedding. Me, Karim, Laila and Mani in Cilantro sharing secrets till 2 am. My friends reunion after 5 years of graduation. Me passing the Adwords exams, it was such a blessing el hamdoliah. I also memorized surat el Kahf el hamdoliah. Zanzoun, one year older, is such a joy, now talking and arguing all day long and start learning alphabet. Loujie, is one year old, she is so beautiful kid, she is walking, picking up stuff and running, and bite you if you don't mind. Sally, we are getting closer and am so much grateful to have her in my life. She is the one i want to see or call when am so sad or so happy, angry or crazy. She

When you can not recognize this face When you can not see my face among other faces I can not blame you When i don't leave a trace in your life, in your heart I can not blame you When you leave me behind I can not blame you I blame the..heart..mind ...time but never blame you because you brought the best in me That for you i can forgive a hundred times more Dedicated to you with forgiveness Sincerely Brownie

That Beautiful ceremony Our Journey to the most beautiful & holiest place on earth. Where the heaven meets the earth. When all of people hearts pray and wish for the same wish..Allah forgiveness When you go and know that you dream come true Where you are closer to God than ever. When your tears comes down your face just because you missed Him so much. Here you are in the most loving place to our beloved prophet PBUH Where he PBUH said his final speech before his death. Where God said to His prophet Ibrahim وَأَذِّنْ فِي النَّاسِ بِالْحَجِّ يَأْتُوكَ رِجَالًا وَعَلَى كُلِّ ضَامِرٍ يَأْتِينَ مِنْ كُلِّ فَجٍّ عَمِيقٍ" " And they came to answer the call لبيك اللهم لبيك، لبيك لا شريك لك لبيك إن الحمد والنعمة لك والملك، لاشريك لك After many years, they are here, they made it, they answer his call. They wish for forgiveness for themselves and beloved ones. They wonder how beautiful el Kaaba is. It was built many years ago but nothing as beautiful as it is. It

And it is like throwing a golf ball, always near but never in the hole

I confess That i love you so much ya Sally and if i was not afraid of the evil eye, i would write a whole post/book about why i love you but i won't because i want you to stay forever..you promised, right? That you have the most gorgeous eyes i have ever seen. That many days i cry myself to sleep. That i am too scared of tomorrow and death. That i freaked out when i discover my first tiny wrinkle and yeah i realized that i am getting old and it scares me that i might not get my dreams achieved before it is too late. I pity people who goes around judging, underestimating, thinking less of others, because i believe they are losers themselves and that it is just a desperate hope to feel good about themselves. That some of your words hurts me the most although i don't show. I am having dreams about you. That since my blog has been known to my friends, it lost his privacy and intimacy i used to enjoy the most. That if i don't like from first meeting, most probably i wil

ربنا يخليك ويراضيك ويرضى عنك

Birds immigrate from their home when it is getting colder, when the food, water and decent living becoming scarce But they return to their home in summer, when the home sun is full the sky, they brought home some good that they got from where they came from. They have missed the home, the other birds who could not afford the immigration. Some birds are paralyzed by their love to their nest, by their home. They would lost the way if the trees they grow up with lost a leaf or two. But others, the immigrated birds are daring, they know it is greener out there, they know that others have been there, and some had lost their way home, but they promise themselves they won't but God only know what happens when they immigrate. After all nothing stay the same. The home birds always wait for the beloved immigrated ones; they happy to share the less they have in their home; they enjoy the few times they have with them and not thinking about the departure when everything returns to its first st

I wanna see the Ocean

My brother is getting married tomorrow inshaallah Pray for them =)

You know people love to hold on their misery They use it every now and then for their sadness and sometimes failure. As shelter against their happiness Those who lost a parent, child or a beloved one They use every happy event to be sad that they were not there for them They believe they would have doing better if they were still there for them. Those who are not rich, pretty or educated enough They find a reason for being lazy, or for not working hard to get what they want. They either have no connections, nor money to spend on being prettier or more educated They have a broken heart, a trust issue, or pass through failed marriage There always a reason to be sad, a misery to tell But now let me tell you how it is going, hold on to your misery and you will see nothing else but it You don't know what would have happened if you had not lost that special one, you might have became much worse than you think you are now. Money does not make us, we make money. Allah promised not to waste

Today is my 26th birthday, kol sana we ana taiba =) and i was preparing a long post about how amazing 25 was but today was amazing day begad, i enjoy it so much. Here is what happened today: - 2 days ago, Chris liked my 2 reports =D - Today, i got personal evaluation and it was so good, he said that i am good, self-motivated, have management skills and on the right path and he is happy to have me work with them..amazing right?! - Ok, hold on a second, akeed there is a criticism bardo, ok they said that i need to think outside the box..7ader i will do my best..no problem =) - My manager that i really like finally got engaged...Mabrook ya Fawzy بارك الله فيكما وعليكما - Other one got baby...Welcome ya Adem. - 2 pass the exam.. Salah and Hoda - 5 promotions in one day...imagine?! Thanks for Sally, for her efforts to make my day so special actually my days..you are an amazing friend and i love you so much. Mani habebti; thanks for not forgetting my birthday =) i love you so much we el hamd

"After the Muslims, the Italian doctors are supposed to be the most knowledgeable in the world" From world without end by Ken Follett So we were once the most knowledgeable doctors in the whole world, that is makes me wondering how we reach this awful state?! what happened?!

What is up? The sky High but there and it's so freaking beautiful

I don't expect your perfection, so you should not expect that i should handle your imperfection perfectly

Neisy had strated this amazing project, and i first saw it on Deppy's and i really like it and since i am in the mood to tell it, and i am not angry at anyone i love right now, here we go: Mom: what can i say about you?! you are the perfect mom i could ever have, although we quarrel a lot , but we quarrel and a moment later we talk and laugh like nothing happened, may be because we are both Geminis but you are my shelter. I do love you and i would not wish for a better mom, I love you so much..Rabana yekhliki lya. Dad: although i have not met you enough to know you, but i do remember how kind and generous you were, and since i visited your grave last July, i do remember you everyday, thanks a lot for your choice of mom to be your wife, you made an excellent choice, May you rest in Peace and heaven ya Rab ...Baba I love you so much. Karim, My brother: after you traveled, i discover that you were my ideal without me recognizing, i have a lot of you, i do love reading as

I have got myself into trouble recently I trusted people when i should not. I could not bring myself into apologizing and it is irritating me but still i can not do it. I let someone ruin up my day which was perfectly fine. Somehow i lost control upon my life but you know what, realizing that there is a problem is half the solution. Friend told something about me, i don't know whether i have changed without me realizing so or she just does not know me enough, i was shocked anyway because this was not me at all. May be it is me now but it was not me when i used to be me. so now i have to take a grip back upon my life For the apologizing, still i am not ready to give it, lets give it sometime. Finally, a quote from Grey's anatomy " sometimes you don't recognize that something has changed, you still you and your life still yours, then one day you wake up and you don't recognize anything at all...nothing at al l"

When i would learn not to wish for something when i know it could not be happened?! It is not about being optimistic anymore, it is completely stupid. Ridiculously stupid

Do we meet first then fall in love or we fall in love and then meet?!! All the fairytale we read about it And the prince charming we dreamed about The love songs we listen to The weddings we have been to All that prepare us for one moment When the right one comes Bingo We are so much in love even before we see them P.s Wish you and me life full of love...

When you least expect it. When it seems so far. When people think less of you. Some dreams come true....believe me

BROWNIE P.S Success always feels great...el hamdolliah...el hamdolliah....el hamdolliah

فوضت أمرى لخالقى ولو سألنى العباد عن حالى سأقول إنه فى يد خالقى ولن أشكو لأحدا سوء حالى فإن الشكوى لغير الله مذله

I hate all Egypt X Algeria matches begad Last match i fought with a friend, a cousin and a complete stranger over that stupid match. Keep in mind, that i am not a football fan at all, i even forget how long the match should be. but it happened that i had been the opposite side for each of them Today ba2a for my worst luck, i decided to go to see my friend who is traveling after tomorrow and I GOT HOME AT 2 AM I took the metro, 2 taxis and walk for about 30 mins to get home That is really sucks

Is not it weird that we always have something, someone missing? When we are in love. we miss the person we love. When we get the job we dreamed about, we miss the leisure we had. We miss someone in the new year eve, feast morning, valentine even on our birthdays. We miss the keys chain when it is in our hands. We miss people, love, moments. We miss learning from our mistake. We miss planning before losing our way. We miss signs and then get hurt. We miss a lot of stuff and the more we think that we control our lives, the more we miss our lives. *sigh*

I do feel that your are going to be an amazing year inshaallah