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Am i wrong?


Sitting there in the darkness of my own thoughts, wondering am I wrong?
Did I make a mistake?

And if yes, where is exactly?
Most people would say that if they can, they would change their past to improve their present.

But what if I don’t know where the crack began.


with so much bad luck in my life, i believe that i have made a mistake, may be more than one.

May be it is a curse or may be a test?

how shall i know?
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Umslopagas said…
Sorry for nosing in, but somehow, but all you need is a little faith, a belief that someone up there will intervene, if you let him.
19/10/08 11:02 PM
Brownie said…
your words trully hit me by truth.
and yes,i need to allow people in my life instead of being scared of getting hurt.
thanks alot :)
20/10/08 12:00 AM
Umslopagas said…
Always a pleasure:)

Btw, start with Angels and Demons, it's a fast paced book, ideal for trips, also it's the backdrop of The Da Vinci Code.
20/10/08 12:18 AM
Brownie said…
i liked Di vinci code so much so i got (the decption point) for the same author and here where i stucked for more than 2 months and i can not finish it.
promise once i finish it, i ll get (1000 splendid suns) and (angels and demons)
20/10/08 12:44 AM
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