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He would not just

he is noisy, he is persistent, he is stubborn.
he would not just leave alone.
he bothers me all the time.
he does not like what i do most of the time.
he talks and talks.
he would not let me sleep.
he would just wake me up to talk to me.
he would not shut up.
he would repeat the moments i wanna forget.
and forget what i wanna to remember.
he is noisy, persistent and stubborn, still i can not give him up.
because he is my mind and my conscious.

Comments

Umslopagas said…
Tough customer this conscience of your's, listen to him more often, not just listen, hear and obey.

Only then will he leave you alone.

Happy new year Brownie:D
The.I.inside said…
The conscious Never Rest and is never satisfied, Umslopagas I don't think she can ever obey it so he would leave her alone. I think she should tame it. I think it's the only way
Brownie said…
Umslopagas:
yes he is and i would like to listen to him if only he make easier decisions.
Happy new year to u too :)

The.i.inside:
yes u r right, i think i would have to listen to him from time to time hoping that he will leave me alone.
Hassnaa said…
lol , i though he is ur father :)))

well , he is really noisy
but what can we do about it , take him out ???
Brownie said…
Hassnaa:
:D i would not dare to say that about my father
yeah my mind is really noisy bas i hope that he would shut up shewaya and gives me a break
Mani said…
" he would not let me sleep.
he would just wake me up to talk to me. "

I thought u were talking about Kimo =D
Brownie said…
Mani:
:D hwa karim by3m3l keda fiki wala aih?!
he is noisy but not to that extent :)
Mani said…
Kimo is really nice with me, don't worry.
but one day, u told me that sometimes when he comes back from work, he makes u wake up just to tell u something xDD
Brownie said…
Mani:
yes u r right but usually he waked me up to give whatever he brought for me, for example chocolate, my fav deodorant or simply to give me money so this is can not be considered as noisy...
i miss him so much :(

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