Zanzoun is 5 months and 15 days old and 2 days ago she was able to sit all by her own self which considered her first achievement offically and not last one inshaallah.
As you can see from my previous posts that i have been angry and sad for a quite long time now, i am angry at people around me, friends, family and my manger . And most of all, i am angry at myself. the thing is that i am not used to failure and i never expect that i fail, i have always achieved what i want to and if i have not reached my goal, the results were always satisfactory and near to the main goal. so now i fail, i did really, i have not achieved my goal, i have not got near achieving it, and eventually i lost my way. so i got disappointed, and angry because i failed and not knowing the reasons. as result, when this anger should be directed at someone. i blame people in my life for not supporting me enough or for telling me to be patient or to try harder, i could not handle advices so i stop talking to them. i came up with false reasons, government, injustice, inequality, bad luck, you name it. recently i told myself that i should not be angry at anyone, because it is not anyb...
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Though I hate to admit it, kids hate me, they start crying whenever they see me, beats me as to why
u can not imagine how proud i was when she sit :)..we made a noise and she was smiling like yes i can do it...simply adorable.
kids don't hate anyone, just some of them r not friendly with ppl who they don't know, zanzoun was like that but el hamdoliah not anymore.
I have a niece 2, she's cute (no prejudice here) and super friendly, the first kid to like me :) i don't fancy kids myself :).
May Allah bless ur niece and all kids in the world...ameen.
i love kids so much and i was thinking to have 5 of my own :D but after Zanzoun coming, one is more than enough :)
Having a kid is not easy at all