If i would start shooting people i am angry at, i would start by shooting myself.
As you can see from my previous posts that i have been angry and sad for a quite long time now, i am angry at people around me, friends, family and my manger . And most of all, i am angry at myself. the thing is that i am not used to failure and i never expect that i fail, i have always achieved what i want to and if i have not reached my goal, the results were always satisfactory and near to the main goal. so now i fail, i did really, i have not achieved my goal, i have not got near achieving it, and eventually i lost my way. so i got disappointed, and angry because i failed and not knowing the reasons. as result, when this anger should be directed at someone. i blame people in my life for not supporting me enough or for telling me to be patient or to try harder, i could not handle advices so i stop talking to them. i came up with false reasons, government, injustice, inequality, bad luck, you name it. recently i told myself that i should not be angry at anyone, because it is not anyb...
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I can't remember how many times I caught myself shouting obscenities at myself.
You only need to channel this hate elsewhere I believe
it was just an angry moment that comes when i act really stupid and no one else to blame but myself.
umslopages:
i can not channel this hate,although i prefer to call it anger more than hate,anywher else coz it is only my mistake.
more or less,i made it up with myself and life goes on.
p.s:umslopages just for correction it's SHE's right not He right ;)
i like your blog
and by the way i liked urs too ;)