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Hallucinations

Ok now i am starting losing my mind officially =D, i have been under stress for quite sometime, and as a result i have sleeping problems and sometimes nightmares that wake me up and i find myself thanking Allah so much that it was just a nightmare.


Recently, i have begun to see hallucination kaman =)

Hole in the roof hallucination:


yesterday i wake up at night and i freaked out when i imagined a hole in the roof and in a second, i wondered where that part of roof fell, because there was nothing in the bed beside or over me, i still turned on the light and checked and i found the roof good and complete el hamdolliah.

The open door hallucination:



2 weeks ago or so, i also wake up at middle of the night to drink water, i imagined that someone opened the door and close it and i was sure that i went to ask my mom, who was still awake, whether she is the one who did that but of course she was not.

Am i getting crazy or what?! Rabana yostor...anyway have a peaceful night inshaallah

Comments

Sara said…
How is your new job? Please feel better. Please!
Gihan said…
Dont worry 7'ales.. it is just due to stress zay manty olty.. w ba3deen i think it is just because you are in between dreams and reality :)

Sleep tight.
I advice you drink milk 3ala fekra. It is really really good for bed time relaxation.
Redzo said…
Take care of your thoughts ... Fear and stress are just inside your head ... whenever you think about something negative or bad illusion or imagination of something that might happen try to shift your thoughts to something positive And Do Not Try " NOT to think about the negative thought " ... And I'll Add to Gjoe's comment a banana + the glass of milk ... they act as a Hypnotic
Brownie said…
Sara:
Thanks a lot, my job is so far so good el hamdolliah. =)

Gjoe:
yes u r right, i google it and find that stress can cause them sometimes, i ll try the milk thing, i am sure it is going to work inshaallah.

Redzo:
i always try to look to the positive side, i am a positive person aslan but sometimes i just feel overwhelmed by the negative vibrations in the air.
I love bananas and milk so much, so i will try them for sure, will mango helps too? =D

Thanks a lot for all of u
Mani said…
Soon you'll have a new nightmare : me sleeping next to you =P

Don't stress and take care of yourself sister =D
Polka Dotted said…
U NEED A SERIOUS BREAK !!!

try to take some rest... keep your mind off everything maybe u'll stop having these hallucinations.

Good luck dear :)
Brownie said…
Mani:
Can not wait to c u begad XOXO

BataBeet:
It is very difficult to take rest these days but i am going to work on getting on inshaallah soon.
thanks a lot

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