Meet The Brownie ...

When she welcome me with a smile and come to me once i get home. When she wakes up and u feel that she is late for an important appointment. When she laughs when pulling Popsi's hair "i ll teach her later that is 7aram of course" When she wanna go out with whoever going out even if he is a complete stranger. When she fly with a joy, moving her hands in the air like a bird, and makes that loud laugh to remind me how cute she is when i am about going out. When she is watching Finding Nemo with all her senses, as if she understands every word :) When she watch that krompo contest and focus so hard as if she is going to solve it. When she stubburnly fight with me to type on the keyboard. When she chew on her toothless side of her mouse even she has her first and only 2 front teeth as if she does not know the use of them i just love her, she is so cute and i am very grateful to have just amazing niece el hamdolliah

THE OBLIGATORY PART: Go to your favorite search engine and enter your FIRST name and the word NEEDS in quotes (" [Your name] needs”), and see what comes up. List the first 10 sentences that make sense and then tag some of your friends - and don't forget to tag me back too! I followed instructions -this is what I got... to gain useful skills (yeah, did not i talk about starting a career) mix in company, to live life out ( i already mixed in ,i agree totally on the 2nd part) Something more that people haven't recorded ( to enter Guinnes record maslan :) ) Children Peace Mural ( i wish really) a Hand " i have 2 already el hamdolliah so thanks ;) " to look into the kind of funding " accounting major bardo that is what i supposed to be doing " to be identified "mmm i am already but thanks" facilities " whatever makes life easier, let's start wz laptop :) " to make changes " yeah gedan" immediate attention "no comment...

You know me very well You know what i am going through You know what i pray for May be recently i have not prayed enough May be because i know that You know me and know what i want. May be it is an attmpt from me to forget whatever i once wished for. Trying to accept whatever comes to me. I tried hard before because i always believed that my efforts won't be wasted. but people have not been fair to me They hurt me. I complain them to You, because i know that You know me and them. You know that i tried so hard. You know my secrets and theirs. You know what is inside my heart and inside them. I know that i recently have not prayed enough but i know that You know that i need You so much. I believe in You and trust You so much but what if i fail the test. When i think about You, i feel like i am not ready to give up. Whenever You are beside me, i don't get worried. Sometimes i may say other than that, but You know me, i am so weak. so please forgive me

I was tagged Noly but this is a difficult one, i was asked to write 25 things people do not know about me, so after long thinking and asking sister and a friend, we came up with this list: 1. I am half Egyptian and half Sudanese 2. I can not swim, and I wish so much that I learn it oneday. 3. I can never imagine myself married to someone I don't love. 4. I am an optimistic person; whenever I see anyone being depressed I can get him out of it even if I am depressed too. 5. I am unlucky person. 6. I did not know that I am romantic person until recently when I discovered that my favorite movies are those romantic type even so I still don't like Tamer Hosni ;) 7. I love my niece gedan, sometimes I wish my sister give her to me :) 8. I hate to be lonely. 9. I am a worried person, whenever I have something on my mind, I keep thinking about it over and over. 10. I get bored so easily. 11. I feel blessed at many times. 12. I can not judge people at all, all of them are good till they ...

Since i have noticed recently that many people, including me, are suffering from depression, so i am going to write some words,which are not mine, that motivate me to get out of this mood, hoping it would help you too, so here we go: - Don't tell Allah how big your problem is, but tell your problem how great Allah is. -Thank Allah for what you have and trust Him in what You need. توكل على الرحمن فى الأمر كله ولا تعجزن يوما عن الطلب ألم ترى أن الله قال لمريم وهزى النخل يتساقط الرطب وأن شاء من غير هذه جنته ولكن لكل رزق سبب Noly suggested the following and i really like them, thanks alot Noly "You can't expect to prevent negative feelings altogether. And you can't expect to experience positive feelings all the time...The Law of Emotional Choice directs us to acknowledge our feelings but also to refuse to get stuck in the negative ones" "You can be greater than anything that can happen to you". ....to be continued p.s whoever has motivational though...

i watch them when: they love, they talk, they laugh, they deeply in love. she wanted a ring which he would not give, they fought, they would break up, he would break her heart, then they go apart. he misses her, he would go and talk to her, she would be alone, few words, he would complain the world to her and she would fight the world for him. she would realize how forgivable she became, she already forgot that he broke her heart, she would remember only that she loved him so much, and still. they will get back, he would promise that he won't let her go and would never break her heart, she would pray that he would keep up his promise. but he would not and they would fight and go apart.

I wanna start a career, i have been working 3 different jobs and none of them i see it as a career. i need to travel abroad to recharge my energy and get back to life battle. i need to buy a laptop. i need to get one more cat. i need to make a certain decision and STUCK to it.

I have been tagged for the first time by Umslopagas , thanks Umsolpagas :) Here we go: Favourite Colour: Pink Favourite Perfume (Guys) : Boss Favourite Perfume (Girls) : GUCCI Favourite PJ brand: ya3ni aih Favourite Clothes Brand: Mango Favourite Person in the Entire World: Karim, my Brother Favourite Country: Spain Favourite Car: Porsche Favourite Sport: Balinese in water Favourite Sports Player: none Favourite Spot in the World: الحرم الشريف. Favourite Animal: Cats Favourite Movie: Legends of the fall Favourite Singer: Monir Favourite Day of the Week: Thursday Favourite time of the day: at 5 pm ,at sunset Favourite holiday season: Summer Favourite number: 23 Favourite food: Fries Favourite chocolate: Hershy's Favourite Cartoon: Finding Nemo Favourite Blogger: Organica Favourite Icecream Flavour: Vanilla Favourite Mobile Brand: Nokia Favourite Name: Adam, Kenzi Favourite Hobby: Reading Favourite Room in my House: My room Favourite ...

For a prayer to be answered. For a dream to come true. For a baby to be delivered. For a brother to come home safe. till then el hamdolliah for everything i already have.