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A broken heart

Last time I had nervous breakdown, I literally cried my heart out, took sick leave without being actually sick, something that I cannot remember doing it in my whole career, but I was so emotionally sick so I guess I earn it.

But next day, I was amazed by how was capable of handling myself and putting me back to the right path.

I was the old happy me and I did not wait for the broken promises anymore. I feel free all over again.

Stand up for yourself, break down when you feel like it and talk less, much less, about your misery to people. 

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