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You owe me

You owe me a hug
A hug you described to me that I almost felt the warmth of it.
You owe me my first kid
You owe me a future that I have to live without.
You owe me past that left.
You owe me dreams.
You owe me a ring and small home.
You owe me a lot.
You owe me yourself.
And I owe myself to forget all these.
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Anonymous said…
Touching..
Reminds me of a girl i still love , i thought we will grow old together , but it turned out we will grow old alone or not with each other.
11/12/11 8:49 PM
Brownie said…
Anonymous:
Thanks a lot and so sorry for your loss =(
11/12/11 9:40 PM
Crystal Lobna said…
I Love, broken dreams and promises should be dismissed
12/12/11 10:29 AM
Brownie said…
Crystal Lobna:
Yes we should but that is not what usually happens
12/12/11 9:55 PM
batates_777 said…
it just never meant to be !
you owe yourself to forget and just go on .
not easily done ! but highly recommended to go on.
I believe that no one deserves unless they prove this wrong!
tough and harsh. isn't it :S
15/12/11 11:12 AM
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