Am disappointed big time
I feel loser big time although i know that what happened is good for me inshaallah
But i still feel like a big loser and so much stupid
I can not help it, this is how i feel
what drives me nuts that people see that i should not collapse
they give me all the reasons not to as if i don't know them already
But we need to breakdown when we should
We need to cry when we want and feel to
I need to get sad every once and a while
I have my reasons to be sad, to get angry and to cry
Yeah the optimistic me, the beaming with hope me, the always smiling me is broken and needs to cry
I do not see hope anywhere
Am not the toy you got, and promised if it was not smiling all the way to return it back
Am a human after all and i am so disappointed at myself.
I feel loser big time although i know that what happened is good for me inshaallah
But i still feel like a big loser and so much stupid
I can not help it, this is how i feel
what drives me nuts that people see that i should not collapse
they give me all the reasons not to as if i don't know them already
But we need to breakdown when we should
We need to cry when we want and feel to
I need to get sad every once and a while
I have my reasons to be sad, to get angry and to cry
Yeah the optimistic me, the beaming with hope me, the always smiling me is broken and needs to cry
I do not see hope anywhere
Am not the toy you got, and promised if it was not smiling all the way to return it back
Am a human after all and i am so disappointed at myself.
Comments
Girl, do what u have to do in order to get rid of all the negative energy, and come back better than ever.
LOVE your template .. it is just so red :)
I think one should breakdown every now and then, makes you cherish the good times
I am in the exams season nowadays so I can't be online for long, but I will be reading your blog very very soon :)
Regardsss
P.S. You might want to add "custom name and URL" to your commenting section.. I had to use my 2005 wordpress.com account :)
Definitely true, that is why i am little better now el hamdoliah.
Mani:
Inshaallah it won't last for too long, u know me!!
OpeRon:
For the layout: thanks a lot, etfdlo =)
Study hard and best luck ever =)