My brother (i am his spoiled baby sister) : do whatever you like.
Me: mahi dih el moshkela, that i don't know what i like anymore.
Me: mahi dih el moshkela, that i don't know what i like anymore.
As you can see from my previous posts that i have been angry and sad for a quite long time now, i am angry at people around me, friends, family and my manger . And most of all, i am angry at myself. the thing is that i am not used to failure and i never expect that i fail, i have always achieved what i want to and if i have not reached my goal, the results were always satisfactory and near to the main goal. so now i fail, i did really, i have not achieved my goal, i have not got near achieving it, and eventually i lost my way. so i got disappointed, and angry because i failed and not knowing the reasons. as result, when this anger should be directed at someone. i blame people in my life for not supporting me enough or for telling me to be patient or to try harder, i could not handle advices so i stop talking to them. i came up with false reasons, government, injustice, inequality, bad luck, you name it. recently i told myself that i should not be angry at anyone, because it is not anyb...
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ah wallahi sa7, it could be Geminish thing =D
U r my smart little sis, u r right, i need to remember what did u like before. missing u
when you don't know if there is something that makes you happy in th first place...
yeah u r right and what is worse is when u think that something will make u happy but when u get it, it adds to u misery