A story of a life time

Once upon a time, there was a girl who did not have much but she was grateful for what she had.
she was not that smart but smart enough to know that with a little effort, everything is possible.
During the time of her growing up, you can hardly notice her except for her good remarks.
She was not a trouble maker and she never has.
Everyone admired her.
Everyone expected for her a bright future including herself.

She had two dreams, two main dreams.
one dream, deep inside her, she knew she can get it because she thought she had all it requires to get it.
the other one,she left to the fate, because there is nothing she can do about.

and one night,her life turned upside down to test all she once believed in.
she fought at first so hard.
every times she failed, she learned something and refused to give up.
she told herself that one day everything will be just fine, nothing lasts forever.

But recently, she gave it all up, she can not fight anymore.
she abandoned the world and the world abandoned her.
she did not want to look pathetic, she would not allow anyone to make her feel so.
she wake up everyday with morning sickness, wondering why she did not just died peacefully last night.
wondering about the purpose of her living but she could not get an answer.
Suicide was something she could not think of, becasue simply she does not own her life.
when she did not get an answer, she choosed to go on living
Till life abandoned her.

BUT she give it all up because she doesn't want to fight anymore.