Meet The Brownie ...

I know that many have talked about this topic but here I want to talk about my personal experience. I am 29 years old and single and of course am still staying at mom's house, so here are some highlights of my life of being old and single. I never imagined how a husband or a partner to be specific is very essential until I lost my friends to marriage. It is like "We are friends, till marriage fall us apart". I have to understand that they are busy to go out or even to call every now and then. I have to understand that our meetings can be canceled and modified according to their agenda. Which I normally don't understand and that slowly ends our friendship. Your siblings have moved out too and although they always there for you, you still cannot reach them all the time. They have their own lives now and other people to look after. Your mom is old and settled, your interests are completely different, while you have this youth madness. You want to explore the wor...

Home does not feel like home when you hate every part of it. When the one you live with does not share your passion of life. I want to leave. I want to open my eyes every morning to endless green and warmness of a hug. I want to see the ocean. I want to travel every year to a new place. To fall in love with new people, places and spices =) Let me out ba2a ....sigh

It is my last 20 something birthday unless I live to be 120 something =) I feel happy and grateful el hamdoliah for all I have been through. I love when I feel good on my birthday el hamdoliah. Although I have not achieved what I want but am so grateful for what I achieved so far el hamdoliah. I have done my best so it is not my fault that life was not that easy el hamdoliah. I have a lot to do in last my last 20 something :) Taking off my braces..Yaahhhh \0/. Getting a car inshaallah. Travel abroad inshaallah. Be a better person inshallah. They say 30s are the best, I have one year to try, I would let you know how they are inshaalah

I have not talked about my cat a lot in this blog, I guess I only mentioned her once or twice, so since she is now 7 years old and she is very important to me as I get to know people better, I fall more for her. Here is when I first got it, the first year, she was younger  I carry her to get a proper picture of her   Here is the scary look, it completely does not define her, she is the cutest, kind heart cat. What are you eating look =)  Sleeping like an angel. Fully awake =) One day I lost her, it was one of the worst days, my whole family was looking for her with me. She welcomes me when I return home. she could hide all day, only appears at the time of me coming home. She stays where I stay. She wakes me up whenever I am late or she just bored or need to eat. She has a personality of her own, she would not eat any food, proper food only. She cleans herself after you pat her. I have always been an animal-lover sin...

Last December, me and three of my friends went to Sharm El Shaikh and on the last day we decided to climb prophet Mosa's mountain PBUH and visit Saint Catherine monastery and it was such the highlight of the whole trip. It was my first time to do the following things; First time to climb a mountain. Prophet Mosa's mountain.  First time to do تيمم , it was freezing and my finger were about to fall, a British guy told us how to do it & we prayed el Fajr over the mountain.  First time to walk for about 14KM & climb up 750 stairs and back down...It still hurts when I think about it :)                           "We were supposed to watch the sun rise, but we were so tired to really enjoy it" First time to go to Saint Catherin monastery and it is awesome.  "Have you ever seen such a beautiful sky?! I doubt"  ...