فوضت أمرى لخالقى
ولو سألنى العباد عن حالى
سأقول إنه فى يد خالقى
ولن أشكو لأحدا سوء حالى
فإن الشكوى لغير الله مذله
ولو سألنى العباد عن حالى
سأقول إنه فى يد خالقى
ولن أشكو لأحدا سوء حالى
فإن الشكوى لغير الله مذله
As you can see from my previous posts that i have been angry and sad for a quite long time now, i am angry at people around me, friends, family and my manger . And most of all, i am angry at myself. the thing is that i am not used to failure and i never expect that i fail, i have always achieved what i want to and if i have not reached my goal, the results were always satisfactory and near to the main goal. so now i fail, i did really, i have not achieved my goal, i have not got near achieving it, and eventually i lost my way. so i got disappointed, and angry because i failed and not knowing the reasons. as result, when this anger should be directed at someone. i blame people in my life for not supporting me enough or for telling me to be patient or to try harder, i could not handle advices so i stop talking to them. i came up with false reasons, government, injustice, inequality, bad luck, you name it. recently i told myself that i should not be angry at anyone, because it is not anyb...
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thanks a lot for your comment and ur prayer
Thanks a lot =)
=)
Regards,
Neisy
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