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A new captain and a new passenger as well.




It is wired when people decide that they had enough of you.
Over a night, they discover that you are not part of this trip.
Over a night, they decide that you don’t deserve to be on this ship.


A new captain and a new passenger as well.
They recently have became too busy to tell that you no longer on board.

Even yesterday, you were their only friend, only love, and only shore.
Sorry but you are no longer on board.


You did not choose before to be on this ship.

and now you are no longer on board.


You stand watching, amazed, wondering what you should say.
Shall u fight? , Shall u wish them luck? …No matter what you say.
Sorry but you are no longer on board.


wishing you did not love them that much, it would have hurt less.


Time to wave goodbye even you don’t want.
But you should learn to let it go :'(

p.s: i deserve it.
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muslimahh said…
This made me sad. :( Inshallah everything is okay with you. Salaam
23/9/08 4:51 PM
Mani said…
What a sad text =O
Are you okay Safaa ? T__T
26/9/08 1:22 PM
Mani said…
I think I have sent u two messages ... right ? xD
26/9/08 1:23 PM
Brownie said…
muslimah, sorry that it made u sad, it made me too...thanks alot for praying for me..we alikm el salam
Mani, yes i am ok el hamdoliah.
26/9/08 1:38 PM
Nourah said…
I totally understand that feeling. The good thing is that they are never the only ship in the sea.
1/10/08 10:10 PM
Brownie said…
superhijaabi,
yes el hamdoliah there are always other ships on the sea..and u know what i never lose a ship...it is like a wind that separates us for a while.
2/10/08 2:35 AM
Sou said…
This post really as if written from within my soul an amazing text written with talent "hats off"
7/10/08 2:50 AM
Brownie said…
thanks alot Sarah :)
7/10/08 8:21 PM
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