Meet The Brownie ...

At the beginning of 2012 when I started writing about my resolutions and evaluate last year achievements, I realized that I achieved none. I spent the whole year trying to get something, and I only focused on it. it and nothing else. It ruined me. I was depressed and horrible and I think it still have its effect on me. As a result, I read only 3 books bas, one that I could not even finish. Also I moved to a job that I hated from day one. It was awful & of course I could not stand it. I decided that I have to stop pursing that exact dream that devastated me but as you know me, I cannot give up something I really wanted even if I failed many times to get it. So I tried again and guess what, at the beginning of this year, my dream came true el hamdolliah =) On recent news, I had such fruitful week el hamdolliah, I joined gym and found that I gained 4 kilos, for the first time in my whole life am over-weight, thanks to the snacks that i try to beat my boredom with, so am plannin...

I have not been so fascinated with the western culture like everybody. I always see the good and bad sides of it. I don't take it for granted that they are the more developed ones and we are the stupid illiterate ones. May be because I love my identity so much as an Arab Muslim. I love the fact that am Arab Muslim because I believe that Islam goes beyond the human being. Its core that fascinating me. Anyway, few days ago I read in a British newspaper a story that completely missed up my mind. It is about a couple, suddenly the guy decided to go to transgender and became a girl, then he discovered that he was pregnant, shaifeen el 3ak, then the girl decided to go transgender too and became gay..completely messed up.. What drives me crazy, not the fact that a man got pregnant wala the fact that baby would not know what to call him or his mom who became a man herself, no no not all of that. What drives me crazy that society accepts all that and reject other societies princ...