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It really piss me off when i deal with arrogant people who believe that they are better than others because they are prettier, richer,or more educated. They believe that they got it all. Arrogance has different aspects like: Racism : in 21 st century, i still see people who differentiate others based on skin color. It happened once that my relative,who is btw black, called people with darker skin slaves, i got furious and asked him how can he still hold this idea when Islam empathizes that we all God slaves and no one is better than other except with religiosity and what made it worse that he himself is BLack Arrogance was Satan biggest sin because he refused to obey Allah's orders because he believed that he is better than Adam (SW) only because he was created from fire but Adam (SW) was created from dust. No one said that being created from fire is better than being created from dust but his ignorance blinded him Atheism: arrogance can lead to atheism when one believes that he t...

when the blues fill the air when losing dreams becomes a habit that is when you decide to give up that is when you trade your dreams for nothing that is when you stop fighting But among the blues, a wish is about to happen someone gives you a hand Excitement goes into your blood you try to hold it down you try to hold your breath you try not to dream you try to remember every time you got the same excitement and you did not get what you wished for Being optimistic does not help they say being pessimistic is safer they are definitely right But nothing keeps you from praying And hoping this one will be different And your heart won't be broken this time you start dreaming you start making promises and waiting whether for a heartbreak or a life change

Today is my 25th birthday Time for life analysis looking behind some goals have been achieved el hamdolliah others have not been achieved yet I have enjoyed life I have enjoyed meeting each person of you It was a nice experience after all If we forgot the anger, the failure, the hurt but do i look forward for another quarter?! I don't but if it happens I will make the best of it inshaa Allah and it will be better in the second one Ya Rab el hamdolliah for everything i already have P.s Happy bithday for all Geminis out there Mama, uncle, Zanzoun, Saluma Gjoe , Innate_inanenuss , Marooned , Sou , insomniac اللهم أجعل الحياة زيادة لنا من كل خير واجعل الموت راحة لنا من كل شر

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I have been tagged by jessyz and after i wrote it, i discovered that Umslopagas had tagged me before i did so here we go ; 8 things i am looking forward to inshaa Allah : 1. My engagement day :) 2. My brother's wedding. 3. My second nephew/niece birth inshaallah. 4. Hair treatment. 5. Getting my own home 6. Seeing my 2 friends who living abroad 7. Zanzoun's first ballet class inshaallah 8. Being successful "ya Rab" 8 things i did yesterday: 1. Finished angels and demons novel. 2. Met a friend. 3. Cleaned the house. 4. pick up my niece. 5. Went to work 6. played wz my niece 7. Read blogs. 8. Ate macrona bashmil 8 things i wish i could do: 1. Swimming 2. Riding bikes in Cairo streets. 3. Riding horse on the beach. 4. Travel to Spain and France. 5. Speaking french 6. nice job 7. Ice skiing 8. Presentations 8 shows i watch : these days i watch only Grey's anatomy so i am going to say in general. 1. Grey's anatomy. 2. Friends. 3. Ghost whisperer. 4. Bab el Hara. ...

2 days ago, i decided to quit i hated that job, i tried to force a smile on my face every time i go but i could not. it was so boring and all i had done is watching the clock so the time would come for me to leave. it did not satisfy me either in gaining more experience or money wise so i quit. Now i have to explain to everyone i know why did i quit, i hate that, so in attempt to cut long story short, i tell them i am a girl and i don't have to work anyway :S when i told that to my friend yesterday, he was shocked and told me that i used to think differently. i have not changed, i just don't want to talk about it anymore. i just quit a job, it is not the end of the world, "i hope"