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Pursuit of Dreams

At the beginning of 2012 when I started writing about my resolutions and evaluate last year achievements, I realized that I achieved none.
I spent the whole year trying to get something, and I only focused on it. it and nothing else. It ruined me. I was depressed and horrible and I think it still have its effect on me.
As a result, I read only 3 books bas, one that I could not even finish.
Also I moved to a job that I hated from day one. It was awful & of course I could not stand it.
I decided that I have to stop pursing that exact dream that devastated me but as you know me, I cannot give up something I really wanted even if I failed many times to get it.
So I tried again and guess what, at the beginning of this year, my dream came true el hamdolliah =)

On recent news, I had such fruitful week el hamdolliah, I joined gym and found that I gained 4 kilos, for the first time in my whole life am over-weight, thanks to the snacks that i try to beat my boredom with, so am planning to lose them and get in healthy shape inshaallah.

Since I always believe that we are never too old for our dreams, I decided while am 27 years old to get braces and have the perfect smile I've ever wished for inshaallah.
Inshaallah after the treatment, I will post my before and after pictures till then keep me in your prayers please.

I had my first wrinkle, bai5a awi, it always there in the morning and it takes awhile to fade away, am getting old and I should start using anti-aging creams =(
Who said that dark-skinned people get less wrinkles?!

I was checking the pictures on my laptop and I found your picture, I have never thought I have one, it is so beautiful that I could not make myself to delete it. I will keep it for the good memories.

Inshaallah I will try to start learning driving and French soon.

Comments

Anonymous said…
Hey ,
Speaking of books what books do you recommend reading ?



D
Anonymous said…
Wish you the best of luck in acheiving your dreams :)



Abeer
Brownie said…
D:

Depends on what u like, the most recent book that I read and like so much was "محال" if u can read Arabic well and enjoy it. I highly recommend it.

Abeer:

Thanks a lot for your wishes. wish the same to you inshaallah =)
Anonymous said…
What was your dream that came true ? :)




R
Anonymous said…
Hey ,
How is Zanzoun your niece?, since it's been a while since you updated the posts about her .


My name is Diala by the way , and it's always nice reading your blog :).
Anonymous said…
best of luck my amazing brownie :D
Anonymous said…
You seem kinda unlucky , unlike me .. i am a spoiled and rich lucky girl who have lots of good things going with my life .



Sara Kh

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