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2010

You have been amazing year el hamdoliah as expected
And you passed really so fast
Am so grateful for everything happened to me in this year
  • Career wise, am on the right track el hamdoliah
  • Karim got married, it was amazing time, with all the wedding preparation and me finding the right dress one day before the wedding.
  • Family who came from everywhere to attend the wedding.
  • Me, Karim, Laila and Mani in Cilantro sharing secrets till 2 am.
  • My friends reunion after 5 years of graduation.
  • Me passing the Adwords exams, it was such a blessing el hamdoliah.
  • I also memorized surat el Kahf el hamdoliah.
  • Zanzoun, one year older, is such a joy, now talking and arguing all day long and start learning alphabet.
  • Loujie, is one year old, she is so beautiful kid, she is walking, picking up stuff and running, and bite you if you don't mind.
  • Sally, we are getting closer and am so much grateful to have her in my life.
  • She is the one i want to see or call when am so sad or so happy, angry or crazy.
  • She knows how to handle me, and in the middle of nowhere, she could pick me up and put me back on the right track.
  • And i know that she will be there for me whenever i need her, she is just amazing person and i do love her so much.
  • Sally's engagement to Mohamed that i really like.
  • I read a lot of books, am so happy i did it.
  • Oh i start saving, me saving, that was one of the 7 wonders that were not going to happen but i did it and my mom impossible dream came true =)
  • Gaining new friendships from unexpected people, the nice stuff they tell and i never expect el hamdolliah.
  • I lost few friends as usual and i don't mind, i should not consider them friends in the first place but that is what happened and hope i would learn.
  • Spiritual wise; am much better el hamdolliah, thanks for Sally for supporting me and helping me in this.
  • Our Prayers together in Ramadan, Whitee and Brownie's Ramadan emails.
  • Attending Moez Masoud & Hamza Namira in el Sawy, grateful that i did not miss it.
  • It is more than one year since i had talked to him, not even one word.
  • I really feel grateful more than ever el hamdoliah and am sure a lot of good to come inshaallah
El hamdolliah for 2010 and may 2011 bring us happiness we have never experienced, person enlighten our life, hopes come true, step forward..may it brings us love, joy and happiness ya Rab \0/.

Happy New Year everyone

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Sally said…
check your mail ;)

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