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Btw me and my brother

My brother (i am his spoiled baby sister) : do whatever you like.
Me: mahi dih el moshkela, that i don't know what i like anymore.

Comments

Ice Queer said…
Gemini! =P
Brownie said…
IQ:
ah wallahi sa7, it could be Geminish thing =D
Mani said…
What did u like before ?
Brownie said…
Mani:
U r my smart little sis, u r right, i need to remember what did u like before. missing u
Polka Dotted said…
Its hateful to reach the state of looking for something to make you happy when you don't know what makes you happy anymore

when you don't know if there is something that makes you happy in th first place...
Brownie said…
BataBeet:
yeah u r right and what is worse is when u think that something will make u happy but when u get it, it adds to u misery

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