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Rush of excitement


when the blues fill the air

when losing dreams becomes a habit
that is when you decide to give up
that is when you trade your dreams for nothing

that is when you stop fighting
But among the blues, a wish is about to happen
someone gives you a hand
Excitement goes into your blood

you try to hold it down

you try to hold your breath

you try not to dream

you try to remember every time you got the same excitement and you did not get what you wished for

Being optimistic does not help

they say being pessimistic is safer

they are definitely right

But nothing keeps you from praying

And hoping this one will be different

And your heart won't be broken this time

you start dreaming

you start making promises

and waiting
whether for a heartbreak or a life change

Comments

Anonymous said…
A Life Change isA :D
I liked this piece a lot, I can totally relate.
I know being pessimistic is much safer, but I think we should be optimistic every once in a while because even if the dream doesn't come true at least the optimism will keep it alive.
31/5/09 2:32 PM
Brownie said…
Randomika:
Ameen ya Rab =)
Glad that u like it and u r right about being optimistic after all hope is what keeping alive.
Have a wonderful day :)
31/5/09 4:06 PM
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