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Happy new year everyone, hope this one is better one and everyone's dreams come true in this one...Happy 2009

few years ago, after my brother graduation,alot of his friends, his close ones travelled abroad in a search for a better living, i was sad for him and for them. they would no longer friends like they were, even when they tried to keep the ties. few years after that, i graduated and my best friend and other close friends did the same, travelled abroad. when my best friend travelled for the first time, i cried. second time, i get used to it. now my brother is going to travel very soon and i am sure i am going to miss him like hell, i will never get used to his absence. i don't want him to go, although i know it is the best for him. i don't want him to go, but i wish him happiness and good luck. i don't want him to go, because we are family, we suppose to be together. i don't want him to go because i will miss him so bad. i hate when life blows us away :(

Everytime i get myself into trouble, only Him can get me out of it untouched. el hamdolliah, el hamdolliah, el hamdolliah

Today i knew that my friend, or should i say once had been a friend, got engaged to her co-worker who was already engaged to another co-worker and who dumbed her for my friend and this ex-fiancee' had a nervous breakdown at work....considered me old fashioned or whatever but this is so mean.. why does it seem that everyone is depressed, really why?!! Are we spoiled? or it is really the hard life?! I got a new job today...el hamdolliah I have a new goal....el hamdolliah finally, i watched a movie this week called (walk the line) and WOW, i loved the soundtracks so much...i like the country music.

Zanzoun is 5 months and 15 days old and 2 days ago she was able to sit all by her own self which considered her first achievement offically and not last one inshaallah.

Once upon a time, there was a girl who did not have much but she was grateful for what she had. she was not that smart but smart enough to know that with a little effort, everything is possible. During the time of her growing up, you can hardly notice her except for her good remarks. She was not a trouble maker and she never has. Everyone admired her. Everyone expected for her a bright future including herself. She had two dreams, two main dreams. one dream, deep inside her, she knew she can get it because she thought she had all it requires to get it. the other one,she left to the fate, because there is nothing she can do about. and one night,her life turned upside down to test all she once believed in. she fought at first so hard. every times she failed, she learned something and refused to give up. she told herself that one day everything will be just fine, nothing lasts forever. But recently, she gave it all up, she can not fight anymore. she abandoned the world and the world aband...

3 days ago, my eyeglasses has been broken, so i had to wear my lenses all the time or most of it ,going to sleep early, who wear lenses know why. But thank God i was able to finish the novel i was stuck reading it for more than 2 months which is deception point for Dan Brown. Although that i did not like it much coz it is purely scientific but i like the author's suspense, that is what made me read it to the end, considering that i read another novel in between :) i am amazed with the author's talent. here is what the post about, a friend told me once that she does not like wearing eyeglasses, i do of course, because she does not like to see life within a frame. this conversation was years ago, but it came to my mind that we all see the life within a frame. frame of our beliefs and experience,motives and self-benefit, right? and this makes me wonder, do u think there is one single person who lives a Frameless life? p.s i got new eyeglasses el hamdoliah