Meet The Brownie ...

To tell me he is getting married That he still loves me That he tried but I did not give us a chance That he wants me to be his kids' mom That he was childish when we first met That he wants me more than anything And I said no And I cried, I cried and cried and he asked if it because I loved him and I said no I cried for my older self that lost a dream today. I wanted you back then so much, I wanted you to tell me all what you said that day, I was ready to fight for you and with you but now am not me 10 years ago. Your loss!

I want to lose my mind for awhile. To act spontaneously. To go ahead spend all my savings on traveling and shopping for stuff I can live without. To stop being angry at you and treat you like nothing has ever happened. To treat you the same as I used to do. To talk on the phone till I 4 AM. To stop working hard. To stop having goals. To stop wishing. to stop dreaming and to stop missing you. To be happy, happy for myself and not for anyone else. I want to laugh till I pee. I want to feel loved again. I want to be able to trust you again.

Love is the most awesome feeling you could ever feel. It is amazing and it is so simple It as simple as "لقد رزقت حبها" You don't need to say you love someone when you don't You don't need to change someone to fall in love with. And definitely you don't need to cheat on someone. Love is beautiful so don't ruin it