I took off my roots and decided to leave for a new adventure. I wanted to miss people I used to love and forgot all the anger I had for them. I did not want to be attached to anyone, to any place. I wanted to be left alone, I wanted not to be able to reach out for a help when I need one. I wanted to stand on my own. And it worked. And then I started feeling loneliness and longing all over again and then I found you. You filled in my life and at moments, you were exactly all I need. Then again, all "what I get myself into", "this is not going to work", "I want way out" thoughts came back rushing. And again I missed the me not attached to anyone, the lonely me, the one and only can make myself happy and sad. Because no matter how less I expect from you, you never cease to disappoint me. Is it time to take my roots out and start wondering again?
It is more than just a cake and it goes far beyond just a color...