Meet The Brownie ...

Ok now i am starting losing my mind officially =D, i have been under stress for quite sometime, and as a result i have sleeping problems and sometimes nightmares that wake me up and i find myself thanking Allah so much that it was just a nightmare. Recently, i have begun to see hallucination kaman =) Hole in the roof hallucination: yesterday i wake up at night and i freaked out when i imagined a hole in the roof and in a second, i wondered where that part of roof fell, because there was nothing in the bed beside or over me, i still turned on the light and checked and i found the roof good and complete el hamdolliah. The open door hallucination: 2 weeks ago or so, i also wake up at middle of the night to drink water, i imagined that someone opened the door and close it and i was sure that i went to ask my mom, who was still awake, whether she is the one who did that but of course she was not. Am i getting crazy or what?! Rabana yostor...anyway have a peaceful night inshaallah

I am so nervous, i am starting a new job next Sunday inshaallah. It is another career shifting but still on the track. Pray for me اللهم لاسهل إلا ماجعلته سهلا وأنت تجعل الحزن إن شئت سهلا

I was tagged by IBHOG to start count my blessings which are enormous so he limited them to 5-10, since it is the best tag, here we go; 1. Being healthy el hamdolliah, it happened once that i got really sick and i stayed in bed for almost 3 days, i could not get out of it, i could not eat or do anything, i got really bored, that is when i realized the health gift i took it for granted but not anymore el hamdolliah. The word: amazing 2. Going through tough times: although i have been very good at school and have always been appraised by my teachers, it was hard for me to find a good job until recently el hamdolliah, i learned a lot from this period el hamdolliah. The word: Hardship 3. My niece: i love her so much and enjoy her companion a lot even when she is really noisy, i love when she makes me smile when i am really sad, when i just remember her and smile coz i remember some of her actions, i love when she hugs me, i just adore her el hamdolliah. she called me fafa few days ago =D T

If your God is my God, then don't worry He always keeps up His promises... el hamdolliah