Meet The Brownie ...

When you talk to someone and you believe that he is listening when suddenly he shocks you by his opinion, which is not anything related to what you were talking about. When people believe that your success depending on one single issue and as long as you do not achieve it, you are only a loser. When you feel satisfied about your life, but people are not . When you change what people did not like and then they blame you for that change. When the one who raised you, does not like the way you become. When someone thinks that every bad thing happens to you has only one reason. When people blame you for your choice although when you were choice less, they did not help. When the one you love the most, turns out that he lied about every word he said to you. When you give life up but it keeps hunting you down.

Being a Gemini, talking is the best thing i can do, i am professional talker but recently i start losing this talent. i don't open my msn or yahoo, i deactivate my Facebook page, i don't answer my phone and i don't mind if it turns off. the worst of all, when i sit with family, i have nothing to say, nothing whatsoever, i always had something to say but now not even a word. someone press my mute button i guess.

as i mentioned earlier, our company has been merged with another, so till we settle down, i kept my work on a flash memory. smart and cautious i am, i decided to copy my work on my personal pc . stupid i am bardo i did not copy the files, i cut them... ahhhhhhhhhhhhh ..so angry i am at work now with empty falsh memory trying to call my home, so anyone can send me the files but useless. kaman i discovered today is off after coming to work, i notice that the road is empty but never guessed why. have a nice day everyone. p.s: after reading Umslopagas's post , really i am grateful for everthing el hamdolliah, begad amazing post, check it out

I hate when someone turns the music on mobil so loud at public transportation, i am not forced to listen to ur taste of music which usually sucks, go get headphone and enjoy ur music urself.

It was one of the days that i wake up feeling very lazy to move a muscle, having that long distance headache which bothers u but does not hurt, so it gave me another reason not to move so it would not increase. the weather was so nice but i did not feel like going out. ending the day with babysitting my niece for more than 3 hours was really painful, i took her for a walk, hoping that she might sleep but she did not, we watched finding Nemo, why i did not remember mn badry, anyway thanks God, her mother, my sister, came and i am finally off duty el hamdolliah. tomorrow inshaallah will be another week at work,i am not looking for it honestly after this Friday, and also our company is merging with another and we are going to move so Rabana yostor.

Being a sudanese, it is expected from me to tell my opinion about the arrest warrant of the international criminal court (ICC) against Omar Al Bashir so here is what i think; i am not into politics but i have an idea about what is going around me so i believe that Al Bashir should be judged even if he is not directly involoved, which i doubt, in the genocide against Darfour because he did not carry his mission as a persident to protect and prevent such horrible crimes and he left his people starving to death. I know some poeple would tell me that he should judged by his own country not by a foregin country, and they will start taking about the consipracy theory and how they don't care about the sudanese people and they care only about the new discovered resources of the south. we all know that the possibilty that an arabian president to be judged by his own country is zero. i want him to be fairly judged, to be able to defend himself and if it is proved that he is guilty, then he

RULES: 1. Put your iTunes/music player on Shuffle, 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer, 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER WHAT!! After you’ve answered all of the questions, tag 5 other people and then let them know they’ve been tagged to do them themselves. 1. IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY? Makontsh nawi- Amr Diab " may be to answer this question" 2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY? As long as u love me- BS boys " mmm yes, u ll accept me like i am" 3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? Awkward- Craige David " i agree :) " 4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? Ba3tref- Amr diab " 3ala aih" 5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE? Back someday- Blue "may be" 6. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? Back to you- Blue " yes from time to time" 7. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS? Show me the meaning of being lonely- BS boys "yes, i miss my dad, may he RIP" 8. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY

Sometimes silence is the only soultion when you have a lot to say but no matter what you say, it does not make any difference. Today i feel like that so i won't say a word.